virtually non-existent meaning in Chinese

实际上不存在

But that sense of her having morally no claim upon him had always led tess to suspend her impulse to send these notes ; and to the family at the vicarage , therefore , as to her own parents since her marriage , she was virtually non - existent
但是她感到她在道德上已经没有资格做他的妻子了，所以她总是把她想写信给丈夫的冲动压制下来因此她感到，自从她结婚以来，她对于牧师住宅那一家人来说，就像对她自己的家一样，实质上是不存在的。